Right. Just went youtube, a 3-yr old cried over Justin Bieber. Can you believe it? And the most unbelievable thing is, because she cried, he went over to see, what the fuck is wrong with this world? Maybe we should all cry and post it on youtube to see our idols.

Aww, just found this reallly cute picture :D

Deleted previous post. I tried my best to make her like me, she doesn't then fuck it (: .

Tired, mentally and physically.
I feel like I'm the only one saving his life.
He doesn't even wanna try to stop smoking.
And I try so hard to make sure that he doesn't do it, make him promise, swear, cross his heart.
I even have to resort to praying when I have no god to pray to.
I think, I'm gonna give up on him, I mean, there's no point if I'm the only one that's trying. It takes 2 hands to clap. If he tells me he wanna stop, then he'll have to prove it cause I'm not gonna believe in words anymore. Its gonna be all actions and for bloody's sake. Stop promising me anything if you're don't plan to uphold that promise cause I can't take disappointment.

And if you do stumble upon this blog by chance, you better stop. Cause then I won't be your cousin anymore, you'll just be someone I thought I knew.

Okay, I had enough. My life really sucks. And it sucks more, when you're tired and still smile.

Woke up @ 6. Kept begging mum for like extra 5 mins till 630 :x. Then called Bj O: , that guy was supposed to morning call me, but it became me morning called him. So took bus to Tampines Inter. 67 to school, Bj was supposed to meet me on the bus, but he was a step late. Hohz, so all the way to school! Then blahblah, had audition. Guess what. I failed -.-'', Jeez. I hate failure. Okay, I've lost mood to type. Mood swings these days .___.'' ! Dinner party later, its gonna be boring, I'm doubledouble sure. Its gonna be one of those dinner.


- If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand.

Geog retest today. It was easier. Mr Sim didn't care when we were copying!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glny4jSciVI

Jeez, ITS SO NICE :D.

Go to http://wearetheworldfoundation.org/the-song/" see the artists who sang the song.

The song is pure awesomee :D

Alright, tuition soon. I gotta go (:< . And, I have a twitter account :B. Follow me :D

Right. Yesterday was the time of my life, full stop.

ALRIGHTYZ. I'm tired D: . NEED STUDY FOR GEOG RETEST MAN.
Shit fuck, D: . Shall not post for a longg time :x.

Editt.

Okay, did the birthday thingy. TRIED MY BEST TO REMEMBER ALL BIRTHDATES. But apparently, I can't remember. And some dates I actually DO remember, But I just wanna confirm it. Again, leave tags, and I'll update it asap. Thanks :D.

Owl City ♥.

Shall not post. Shall download more Owl City songs :3.

I'm done with the tag replies baby! Bolded words are the replies. Scroll down till you find your name.

I'm tired. Like very, emotionally and physically. Emotionally, well.. due to some stuff. Physically cause I woke up @ 5 when Bj gave me a morning call, then I fell asleep. And woke up @ 6 again. Rush to mac .___.''. Went for band, had pt. Wasn't that bad I guess..

I've lost mood to post. Too tired, going out tomorrow. CANNOT WAIT! I mean who can?! :3.

Edit. I did a quiz of fb.

Results:
Dear Denise Ling, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

Like seriously, I think they are true though .__.

Changed skin ;D.

Talking on msn now. Shall now post. I shall only say, I'll die a terrible death tomorrow.

Screw mosquitoes kore man!

Don't ask why. If you see my left arm, YOU'LL SEE. I have got like, 8 mosquitoes bite there. And another 8 scattered around the entire surface of my body. Urgh. Stupid mosquitoes. They should just suck their own blood, OR suck their mate's blood OR SOMEONE ELSE. I mean like, my blood ain't that sweet. Sweetlord, I'm drowning in math. I'm barely treading in it. Grh, screw algrebra. And the guy who created it. Whats wrong with him man! He makes everyone lives so difficult. Jeez, okay.

Okay, after school went for self practice. Then after took mrt with Amelia and Yeetheng, got really pissed off with Junjie on the way. But whatever right? Okay, so when to T1 with Amelia ( Yeetheng went home though we asked her to tag along. ) Righht! Tm first, then to T1. Bought the roses :D. I gave one to Amelia, I'm keeping one for myself. I'm giving the last one to Mmz. But I doubt I'll survive the embarrassment though. Hais, okay so then. Got the roses, ( They are fake, if I got the real ones, by the time I meet him, they probably withered and died. ) Went to take bus 18. Sweetlord, the sun was REALLY shining. Stupid yellow sun, he picked the wrong time to shine man! Okay, so then home :D. I cutted off alot of details cause, FINGERS DON'T TALK.

Okay, I wanna sleep. Tired crap.

AND. AND. AND. I think I'm gonna put my board back ._.

TIRED. Very tired. Super tired. Fuck I sworn to no vulgar, so I editted the post and don't ask why its rubberducky. Rubberducky tired.

Woke up @ 430. For like, 5 days in a row, I slept at 3 and woke up around 7 or 8? -____________-''

I hate visiting people.
I just wanna collect the red packets stuffed with money.
I just wanna gamble till I win $200.
I just wanna drink.

In simple terms, Screw the visiting.

Not in the good mood, sometimes I wonder, if I try too hard to make people like me, I should just be myself. I guess, thats one positive way to look at things.

Something just pissed me off. I'm not gonna talk about it. I'll rant it to someone, but maybe. Just maybe, I heard something wrong.

Okay. School was boring, as usual. Went to band (: . Almost late .__. , was looking around for Jaslin, for her rosee :B. But I couldn't find her D: . Then, went up. Ladeda. Lazy to type. Something random just got on my nerve.

If you don't wanna taste pain, don't taste happiness. Cause once you tasted happiness everything else you feel is pain.

I'm too disappointed in anything and everything to post now. Maybe I had too much hope on that rose. Maybe I shouldn't think about it. After all, its just a rose and not the rose. Urgh, Idk how to describe how I feel now, nothing seems right now. My world is falling apart.

I cursed 6 times. I'll make sure I don't say one tomorrow.

I needa rush. Homework to do, people to talk to :D.

Lets see, school was suckish. Not cause lessons were boring, but cause I couldn't keep my eyes open. They felt heavy, I tried my best. But I fell asleep during English class. Couldn't help it.

After school, band :D. Okay, I think something rather got into my brain, lost hope on you. Zzz, I keep thinking its me. Okay, ignore that, after band. Went high. Like, very. Screaming around and around with many people. Run here and there, poke here and there, screams here and there :D. Classical pokes, comical laughs :B. LOL, okay. Took mrt supposingly with Regina and Amelia, but when the door was closing and was saying bye to the rest. Regina pushed me out. Then everyone laughed. So waited for people to come and then boarded the next train :D. Went to T1 with seniors :D. Jiaqi, Cheryl (?), Joyjoy and Peizi :D. Okay, then after awhile. Wow, phone call ==. My eardrums burst already. Haiz, so when Jiaqi, Joyjoy and Peizi left to TM. I went home :D. I think I got onto someone's nerve. Crap, ):

Homework now, :D. Talk to people later. Text messaging now.

Andand, I wanna not use vulgar already.
Alsoalso, I wanna not get on people's nerve too D:

Editt (!!!!!!)
Forgot to add, during band, Miss Liyana announced the all the section leaders, band commitee members, AND GUESS WHAT??!?? Denise Tan is the tuba section leader :B. Hahh >:D.

Haihai, I'm posting nowz :D.

I'm stucked between tahoma and arial D: . I needa pick one, why can't we have a mixture of both?! Jeez ): .

Today, I can't remember what happened during school time, I was kinda blur and stuff. After school, went with Regina and Denise to Tampines :D. Denise went to find Hongyong, me and Regina slacked. Zi high @ Toy'rus pictures were taken, but I'm lazy to upload :3. Waited for Cheehoe to come then went to T1 to slack :D. While waiting, saw Paul :D. Lalalaa, went home around 4 or 5 I guess.

I figured out, I need to be friendly. I see people with normal faces looking @ me. I wanna be someone who makes people smile man /: .

:D.

Loading White Chicks now ~.~, I watched it alot of times. But, its too funny :].

link

Went youtube, saw the mom song. LOL, super cutee :D

link

:D.

Post later :D

"You call someone all day long cause you wanna know how their day is going, what they were thinking and if they were thinking of you. - White Chicks "

Credits to Chervina's Onsugar :D.

With the lips of an angel.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENA_tvz_OyY

:D.

Its a terrific song I guess, I mean the verses and lyrics are awesome. The guitar solo doesn't fit.

Gah. I really hate myself. I can't hate someone when I should. Its just, so urgh. I feel weak, and I hate it. I need baobei now D: .

For a moment, I decided to put back the board. But I see that its always so dead, so I figured not. Since, when I see that its dead, it'll hurt my feelings, so decided not. Sides, I don't mind deluding myself into thinking that, if I put it back, I'll probably have like, zillions of tags per day. I know its really impossible, but whatever. Its an illusion, sides, what harm can it bring if its making people happy ? :D

Just reached back home from band. Urghz, bad things happened the moment I stepped into the house. I rather not elaborate about it. Its so annoying, imagine. The moment you reach home, with socks on you, with sweat and smell on you, and boooooomz. You get reprimanded over the same topic, again. Okay, I'll stop here before I write our details, and make this into a mountain out of a molehill.

I'll start. FROM THE TOP.
Bused with Carlyn today as usual :]. School was boring, nothing interesting. After school had band. After band had fun laughing ^^. Then mrt-ed with, well o.o''. Alot of people. Then, slacked with Reg for awhile, then walked to Tampines Interchange and home (: . Its a really lack-of-detail post. But, whatever ==. I don't like to elaborate about boring stuff. Like school x: . Speaking of school, Literature teachers that start with "Raj" are crap. - No offence to any, I'm speaking of my own teacher. But seriously, she asked us to write a 200-word reflection, and 2 days later, the day she was suppose to collect it, she wrote on the board. (Inserts 2 names) are the only ones that are supposed to hand up the reflection, the rest of you don't need. Okay, Its not exact. But somewhere along those lines, and, of course. I threw mine away, and todayy! She DEMANDED FOR IT. So for the whole literature period, mine you. Its half an hour, we spent, that precious time, instead of doing SOMETHING with it, we were doing a 200-word reflection, I mean like! Shouldn't there be something better to do instead of reflecting. Jeez, it was like a Character Education period. I'm done ranting about it. See how long the post get the moment I rant.

Note: I'm not being a racist, but I just needed to rant, and I can't rant to people.

Serious fuck.

Watch thiss!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzw6GiqZyD0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzw6GiqZyD0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzw6GiqZyD0&feature=related

Thats the 80's version, with MJ still not so whiteee!!

Okay, the 2010 version is coming out.
WITH, JUSTIN BIEBER, CELINE DION, JONAS BROTHERS, JAY-Z, KANYE WEST, AND LIKE, FUCKING MORE ARTISTS. LIKE, SUPER ALOT. Its gonna be given a hip-hip, pop twist by top artists!!! Man, the vid is dedicated to Haiti, AND, JANET JACKSON IS SINGING TOO. She's singing MJ's verse(s).

Watch this, 1:30 you can see the top artists of 2009. And 1:38, see all the artists singing. FOR HAITI. God, aren't they awesome, and, Justin Bieber is singinggggg :D. I SO CANNOT WAIT FOR THE VERSION TO COME OUT!

Right, not in one of my best moods now. I feel like breaking down, crying. Its like, the whole world is blaming me. The whole world is comparing me. I can't fit in to badminton as my cca. I figured that _____ was it. You could just smell the unity in the air, but now. I don't know, its like, everywhere I go, I just can't fit in. After I got (asdkaskdasdaed) out of badminton, its like, I don't know. They are more bonded I suppose? I'm the barricade, the supposingly must-remove-away item.

And, I guess. I'm just tired.

I wasn't created to be loved, I was created to love, but not love in returned.

I lost friends before, I decided I won't lose anymore. So now, I'll hold on to the rest of them, like they are my last light of hope on
earth.