I've got like, so many things in my heart that I'm just dying to say out. But, I just have no one to scream to, some people are like, they don't even know anything from start. Some people lack certain details that I can't share, cause its not just mine to share. I'm dying on the inside. People complained about me, people gossip about me, people don't trust me, people dislike me.

Honestly, I'm just really tired. And I guess, I feel really empty. I can't stand up on my own two feet and look at the world, cause the next thing I'll know, I'll fall. Sometimes, I rather dream about what I wished the world I lived in be, I control everything. Everything goes my way. But when reality gives me a double check and suck me back into it, it sucks. Big time.

Urgh, I seriously need to get a new life. And the same time, books.