I give up :)

Ahhhh. I feel so good now :) Carnival day today - wasn't really enjoying it. Water games were there. Either ways, I didn't do much. Slacked with Wewe and Baobei most of the time.
I shall now be a.. happier girl :)

I wished you knew, how much I thought I gave to you before I make the desicion.

I have to go for 3 camps over the holids

1) Overseas camp which my mum is hesitating ):
2) CIP rep camp for sec 2s - there is aircon o___o!
3) Wellness camp, I'm fat lah. Okay, heavy and fat. :@

I WANNA GO FOR THE OVERSEAS CAMP :( .

Went out with Weiyee just now! To buy crepe paper and my balloonz. AHAHAHA <: . Laughed like some shit, her laughter makes me laugh, my laughter cracks her up too!

Amelia and Jacintha at my place O: .
SUPPOSED TO BE GOSSIPING LIKE MAD COWS, but they're so fascinated with my dog.

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Ahh, I think I forgot to say I love Arabel O: . I can't say why, cause its on my P. blog, but, she cheered me up :). Thankz smellyzxtofu. I love you kay? :)

But you're still smelly, I'll get you de-od. for birthday.

May, Zhiling and Carmen are over. Laughing like one kind ;D.
Finished homework :B
Pssh, May is damn clumsy -inside thingy-

)': .

See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

Cause, I know. I can't be without you.
Ah, I love that song :(

Teachers keep claiming they want to help you pass but. Why can't they just pass you with you not handing up your work since they want to help you.
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I've finally finished my bear, my art hasn't been touched. I don't know what to do about it. My results are gonna be very bad; Kiss byebye to comp, iPod and probably free time. I don't know what to do :(. Tired like shite, I don't understand what the fuck am I doing now. I'm lost. Something is wrong with me :(

Omg. It works, I used my old skin yesterday, cause this skin I'm using now was screwed. BUT, LOOK. ITS WORKING NOW.
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Computer the whole day o____o! Played Pet Forest, HAVEN'T STARTED ON MATHS AND FN BEAR. Like fuck.

I can't post already, maybe monday!

My house's void deck is filled with dead bodies of cockroaches. Disgusting. They are dying but they don't want to, spend their last moment of dying, moving their feelers or legs. I sound very sadistic, but hey! Its really gross.
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School today was, awesome :D. Well, to me :). I was really hyped, giggled my way through the day :). I'm so evil, I laughed at everyone who has books to bring home and they look damn heavy. But I didn't have much to bring home :). Either ways, when to meet Mel and to Dhoby Ghuat we go! Went to Plaza Sing., ate Mos Burger for lunch. To Daiso subsequently to find my felt fabric. Bought 2 - Brown and Green. :) Took mrt to Orchard to get Mel's art materials. When to Takashimaya*'s Art Friend** to get Mel's markers. I swear, if you go, you'll be so amazed. Everything there, is like, REAL ART STUFF. Good quality wood to acrylic paper! Facking awesome. :) Went to Pasir Ris subsequently and took 17 from with Mels :)
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Home, did Jaslin's birthday card when I saw Sean's text message, bought water for him and when down. Something that I don't have to say happened, so went off first. Bel and Weiyee on msn, hahahhaa. Funny to the extreme. :)

I'm really stinking now. Actually not really, just that. I haven't showered :x! So, now. Off I go, and. Shite, Pet Forest still under maintence.

I hate people who make empty promises, don't you? Seriously pisses me off, like the person just says "I promise" for the sake of saying it; to appease you. Its like "I promise" is a nicer version of, "Please shut the fuck up, you're so whiny and naggy." Jeez.
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IT lesson, went to Band Room to chill out for awhile before meeting Charmaine together with Zizi and head to T1. Went to buy Juwon's present, and collect Charmaine's cake and home subsequently :)

I'm going broke with the birthdays coming around :(

Hello darlingz. I. Am. Back. Missed me? ;D
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Okay, whatever, I don't care if you do, cause I know at least someone does :) And, finally found a skin, I don't think I'll be changing for awhile; I've taken a liking to this skin and I don't give a heck if you don't :). Deal with it okay? :D.

School today was awesomeeee. Wasn't really looking forward to PE first, but. Guess what? Sya, Yeetheng, Xianmin accompanied me to run. Plusplus, each time I ran, smelly kept encouraging me. :) SO SWEET OF THEM RIGHT? Though, Yeetheng went off to encourage Ashley to run. Nat ran so fast :(. Xianmin ran a round with me. Either ways, thanks to all of them plus my dear Sya and Arabel that I've passed my 2.4 :). I'm like really slow -.-''. But whatever, I passed. Then, I saw Paul, and I told him I passed :) After PE, got really annoyed, cause I really did my best to pass, while some slacker cheated and took the shortcut to pass. Recess, didn't eat. The queue were very long so just bought drinks.

Assembly was a failure. I really couldn't keep my eyes open, my eyelids felt too heavy and decided to close on me. But I managed to not sleep, unlike smellyzx that kept sleeping :3. After school, had maths extra lessons :). I've flunked my maths test, I felt like crying, but didn't. So was in one of the worse tempers. Feel really guilty now /: . Went lunch with clique, and went back up to lessons. Went to find Mel and went to mac, T1 and home subsequently. :)

Tags have to be replied here :(

Weilin, HOI. Don't anyhow horh, I'M NOT A NOOB. And, I know. I've got an ass :)
Bel, MY DEAR. I've replied all your tags thru blog :)
Zhiling, I've tagged back @ blog.
Cherry, HAHHA. LIKE DUH. :D
Alice, supsup :D
Amelia, LOVES <3
May, WHY MY DEAR. WHY. Smile alrightz? You've got me ;)
Jesslyn, kkay.
Weilin, hey crazy :)
KaiJun, luvv <3
Denise, replied :)
Kaixin, replied yo! :3
Cass, I amm!
Nat, alrightz.
Denise, HHHAHAAA.

Mia till nice skin is found.

Posted at private blog, I know, the skin is really ugly. But, whatever alright. I can't find anything nice yet :( .

Bitched about a specific guy with Ma'm Amelia just now. He's a motherfucker jerk can? Urgh, he so deserves this really sad life :)

Maybe voodoo o___o!

I'm stuck. My life is in this really bad shape now, try'na shape it back isn't easy.

Amelia babez, cheer up :)

Denise and Adrian, okay you both. I feel that I've been this really bad brain for the past one month you guys been together. But, last long aitez? I mean it this time. Last long. And I'm really sorry for how touchy and jealous I've been over the month, wish you guys longlong :)

And, I'll be back soon, when I find me a really nice blogskin. Till then, private blog will be updated. Plus, twitter and plurk.

Posted at private blog <: .

LOL. Epic!

No gonna post, I've completely screwed my life up. Idk what to do, where to head.

@Bel, msn babe!
@Carmen, HAHA. THANKZ <3

Sort of sick now. Think I'm gonna be down with fever soon o___o! Posted at privatez :D. Really not sure what to post now.

Man, I hate her -_____________________-!

@Nat, HAHAHAA <<:
@Bel, RIGHT BACK AT CHA.
@Wenhui, LOLOL. HELLO WEEEEEEWEEWENHUI :DD
@Bel,-DINGGGDONG- HHAHAH!

Woke up early for band today :)
Had a game and had to dance the banana dance AND WRITE THE WORD TAMPINES with our asses. Fun to the extreme :D

After band, went with Charmaine, to buy lunch and slurpeee :D then she waited with me for my bus! After that home. Went for hearing test, ohcrap :( For low sounds (pretty ironic since I play a low sound instrument), the min for me to hear the sound is 45 decibels, anything lower can't be heard. At least high sounds I 5 decibels I can hear. Went out for dinner, and then now. Home :)

I want that puppydog okay mum. I want it.

@Denise, OKOK.
@Kaixin, oh you dieee!
@Bel, HHHAAAA. Mine is like, zillions right? :D
@Joey, AHAHA. THANKS.
@Alethea, HI ;D

Just when things couldn't get any better, impaired hearing might actually be a genetic thing in my family line. Wtffffff. Going for the test tomorrow.

School today O: . Wasn't really fun cause I was sneezing my nose off! When for band, did homework then practiced. Practiced with Ma'm Xinyi :D. Laughed a lot! :) When off at about, 6? When it was about to close, went dinner with Wewe :D. Hearts ttm :)

I give up on you, I can't be that bothered already.
You're just desperate, is that it?
Hope not. Either ways, you've been brainwashed.
Responsibilities can't be thrown to another person.


Don't assume its you okay. Its someone in particular :)

Happy birthday Carmen Strutstuff! I love you alrightz? :)

@Bel, HAHHAAA. GO EGGTOFUZX <3!
@Regina, hahaha. (: Meiz <3.
@Florence, DON'T DENY. LAZY BUM OF THE YEARRR!!

HELLO MELLOZX. I'm back for awhile, while waiting for some tofuzx at home to finish their bath. I have 2 bathroom, but I prefer one to the other so I'm gonna wait :D.

I don't have anything much to post about, nothing interesting is really happening. Classes, band, him. And the cycle just repeats and carry on :)

2.4 today though. Its not really interesting, but something happened while running jump to it later! Ran like fuck okay. But still, failed. By 2 mins. I try my awesomeness best when my muscles still ache. I got like, 20 something. I seriously have sucky stamina. And smellingbellozxtofu! Each time I run or walk past her, she'll go "GO TOFU" or "GO SMELLY" Hahhaa, I love it ttm :B. Ohya, before I forget.


Happy 17th birthday kor! You're so old now, I love you okay? :)

I'm the world's best youngest sister :D. I bought him a rose okay. So sweet right? Hahhaa, I had it long ago :B

Alrightz, the replies yo!
Oh, wow. So uh newest to oldest!

@RAFFPRINT, Hi. This don't abuse this, its not for your adverts, please go to a blogshop instead.
@Bel, HAHAHAHA. Hi TOFUZX :D
@Joy, have fun with? o________o
@Cass, its with another teacher :@
@Wanxin, haha! Cool :)
@Denise, I LOVE YOU MORE.
@Florence, EXCUSES MAN! Slackeeeeer :B
@Jesslyn, Relinked. Haha, lyt.
@Florence, PSHHHH
@Nini, NO! I saw it long ago. FOLLOWED LONG LONG AGO KAY. Not observant :(
@Jaslin, GFF <3

HAHAHAHAA, I actually wasn't in the mood to post. But smellybellozxtofu made me smile and laugh in front of my computer like a mad bitch so I just had to post :)

Pssssh! I forgot what I wanted to post, cause I'm deickassheading hyper :D

Ohyeah. Arabel is crazy. And she makes me go crazier. True? Hahhaa, super :).

PS: She's a LIVING definition of crazy :D. Check her out (not at dictionary.com) But atttttttt, hhaahha, in my rainbow :)

OMGG. Go to youtube and type MISHKA. Its a motherfucking husky that can talk. Its hard to know what she's saying, BUT REALLY. Its cute to the max!

I'm not gonna post about tomorrow cause I'll be dead beat. So this shall be an early post. Tags will be replied on Wednesday



I almost cried tears when I saw this dedication. Sweet to the max okay! I love you too okay brain! So toucheddddd!

Freaking Regina, I love you! ♥

Okay, she posted that for me, so it is only right to post it back to her :D

Morning - Mac with Regina, laughed like a retard! She kept cutting shapes using my pancakes :(. Haha, so went I ate them, she'll start screaming :D.

Afternoon - Went for sectionals just now :) After that, went out with Denise, walked around, had a heart to heart talk. I poured out everything I've always wanted to say to her. Feels good :). So then, bought her stuffs for her Adrian :D. Hahah, laughed like two peas in a pod. :D

Tag replies :)

@Amelia, Haha, I love you too :)
@Nini, followed you like long ago! Hah, thanks ;D
@Regina, OKOK. Change already :D
@Cherry, damummy (L)!
@Jesslyn, linked :)
@Wenhui, AHAA. Hello sexaye :D
@Weiling, Ganstead <3 ;D
@Chanel, HELLO AHMA <3.
@Cass, I wished.
@KaiJun, HELLO DEAR. I LOVE YOU TOO <3.

AND THIS IS THE END MY DARLINGS. <:

My bro has major pms issues. Okay, whatever.

Really lazy to post! Hands ache like mad cause of yesterday, carried the tuba down 4 levels with chairs and stands. I'm not complaining okay! I'm just stating the reason.

I wasted 2 hours, to find links, twice. Twice cause blogger decided to bitch around with me, and crash my template. So yeah, I had to redo everything! But I had a soft copy but no links! So I had to re find everything. If your link isn't there, notify me via tagboard.

So today, went band :). Ma'm Denise wasn't there :(. Okay, jump to that part LATER. Brought tuba, chairs, stands to the primary school indoor sports hall. I swear, they have their own electric scoreboard! So, cause the tuba was super heavy, (considering the fact that from 4th floor we carried it to to the 1st floor, and still have to walk) so kept resting. And because there wasn't any PT, carrying it about already seems like PT! Okay, enough complaining, not like as if my hands really dropped off. So, had auditions. I failed, though it was easy if my stupid nervousness could just disappear! Jeez, I failed both my auditions twice cause I was too nervous. Like major what the angels man!

So okay, after Band, went lunch with Regina and Amelia though the moment we reached the food court, Amelia had to go :(. Crapped a lot while eating with Regina. After eating, walked around. Went to Art Box, I swear the prices are out of the world! Jeez.. Subsequently, we went to T1, and walked around, went to the pet shop, (I forgot what name, but its the highest level) saw hamsters. But there was a particular hamster. It was called, Winter White - Sapphire if I didn't remember wrongly, the hamster was mummywoah! Super active, it was running around the whole enclosure like some monster! Super fast, and active! Walked around, and went to UrbanWrite, to find a planner but the lady told us to try Times** which we did. So there, we sort of sitted down, laughed like mad and a lady approached us to do a survey about SQ*. Weird to the extreme. But I can't remember the gist of the conversation, but she did asked what cca we're in so when we said band she asked for the Instrument, I didn't say mine, but Regina said hers and the lady said to her friend that there was a lot of clarinets? And, she said both me and Regina were really cute and commented on our friendship saying that we're really close.

* - Spiritual Quotation(?)
** - Its the bookstore okay!

Amelia, cheerup kay :). You've got me no matter what :D. Text me if you want a listening ear (;

Zizi you must see this! I love you ♥

Not gonna post about today, I basically died at home rotting. Sad ain't it? :(

Since I won't post about today, I shall blog about Ris Low. Ris Low, is. Now. A. Dj. For 98.7 FM. Like what the shite. I want Rozz back! Pssh.

- I'm a polite kid - you just don't know me.
- I'm a bitch - if you don't know me.
- I'm a hyper person - if you know me.
- I'm a clumsy person - if you know me.
- I'm a straightforward person - if you know me.
- I'm a nonsensical person - if you know me.

I shall blog now since I promised :).

Amelia N. , Chiobuuu! Thanks for being there for me and cheering me up and of course, hear my rants ._. ! Thanks a plenty, and you should cheerup too :)

Arabel, Smellybelly! Thanks for being there there. You're the best smellybelly I can find :)

Denise Tan, Brain! Thanks for cheering me up, and hear my rants. You're a great SL :) and last long with your Adrian, and have a fun trip out of the country :)

Peizi, ZIZI! Thanks for your advice and for being there. I love you ♥.

Weilin, Priceless! Thanks for being there, your advice, cheering me ups and listening to me rant! Last long with your mo :)

My black leather computer chair, with a blue cushion is nowwwww. Hot. My ass has been toasting in since I've started the hunt for nicer blog skin :). I'll settle with this, FIRST. Before I find another. Excluding the warmness I've caused for my (poor) chair and cushion. My fingers are breaking apart as I type. Like hello, I've clicked multiple links, to remove DEAD links AND relink. Jeez, I still have some MINOR edits I wanna do, but I think if I go into my template again, it'll just crashed. So screw that :D. Sooooo , tomorrow is Good Friday, anyone has plans? I shall post about today.

Lets see, school morning assembly. Mr Hafiz said something about new timetable and every Monday school starts @ 815. O: . Cool, I can wake up @ 7! Okay, so after that, I couldn't remember. Then Home Econ :). I forgot to bring textbook. Waittttt, I lost it. Okay, so then, Mr Bala wanted to look at the class and teacher teach? The silence was seriously.. uncomfortable, wasn't like the class to be that quiet. Well, at least half the class. So then, nothing much happened. After school, waited in class for Home Econ retest and went off to Band. And fuckshit, I'm not gonna elaborate. I'm really motherfucking guilty for ____________ it. I swear I didn't mean to, it was purely an accident. I really need to save money, and get another for myself. Okay, so around 445, left for the Sec 3 Matching exercise. We'll most of us* didn't know where and when to assemble. So I went to ask Ms Eng. And ohwell, lazy to elaborate again. So yeah, went and assemble and take brochures :D. And, wasted most of my time at the Republic Poly's booth. Haha, kept disturbing the guy, he's really nice and cute! After, Mr Bala was talking about the courses and such. I paid a lot of attention. So then, after that. Students whose parents weren't here could go, but I didn't. Instead, I stayed back in school and socialise with the teachers. Haha, talked with Ms Tan the most, she's very nice and funny outside class :D. Okay, so around 750, left and parents pick me up and home.

Had Mac for dinner. Fucking Mc spicy is fucking spicy. I swear.

Us* - Us being most of the Sec 2s in Band that left and stuck together as a group before assembling.