Leaving soon. Miss me darlings. ♥

Hey there darlings :)

Holidays here.

Happy birthday Xianmin <3.

Sunday - KL. Would be back on the 11th. Miss me. :)

Sometimes, I wonder why. Why you're ignoring me.
If you have the answer, tell me kay? :)

I can't give up. Why can't I?

Anyone got the answer? /:

Mia for awhile, will reply tags. Private blog would be updated. Not so often.

- I can't see anyone else.

I'm giving up for the same reasons to why I've held on.

/:

No mood to really carry on. Someone fxck love pl0x.

Hey there! :D

Bel, HAH SMELLY. I'm doing your dedication now, its gonna be in red again :3. Anyways, I wantcha' to remember, that I love you. :) You have to memorise that okay, so during exams, write, Arabel loves Denise, you'll get an A++++! :3

Brain, :(. Cheerup, have faith brain :). Cause you know, everything's gonna be alright, its gonna be okay. :) Like duh, with me around, nothing goes wrong :B

May, Hey there darling. :) Thanks for everything :D

Hoh, I'm done. Really lazy to carry on /:

I'm posting now. Cause I didn't go to school. I have a shitty valid reason okay. Having slight fever at the moment, wondering about some stuff.

Mum is backing out on my overseas trip. She's confirm not letting me go :/. Cause of a rather, "pathetic" reason.

She's bringing me to KL. Or rather, I go alone to visit my aunt and her family. That would mean, taking a plane alone :/. Shit, I'm scared. Okay, relax.

Okay. About that previous, previous post. The one about kicking (insert's name here) genitals and such. Pleasepleaseplease. Sometimes, it might not be you. But you think its you. And, I get this feeling. IF you feel that your attitude/personality is something like that, then it might be you. But then again, I'm talking about someone in specific, so it might not be you. But if I still talk to you, then it shouldn't be you yeah? Contradicting, no? :)

Results. Ahhh, I've passed everything. :) Talk about not studying, I bet computer games not teach you good English, Literature, and all that shit. And also, compo papers. Writing one long chunk hurts fingers. So, before the paper, exercise 'em! Use the computer. Typing = exercising. I love that excuse :B. Oky, back to private blog :)

I would bet my life like I bet my heart
That you were the one baby
I've never been so sure of anything before
You're driving my heart crazy
I can't hold out
I can't hold back now
Like I've done before

Darling look at me
I've fallen like a fool for you
Darling can't you see
I'd do anything you want me to
I tell myself Im in too deep
Then I fall a little farther
Every time you look at me


Smelly/ Bel. I will do your dedications tomorrow for ya! :D. Or rather, people who been thru my problems with me.

Hey babes! I'm backzsxcv. Missed me? :3

Ah. I thought I'll die yesterday, but. Booyah! I'm still alive. \m/ Apparently me and brainy were really high after band :B.

-takes a deep breath-

I'm bored. I'm posting for fun. :D

KaiJun, JIEJIE. I LOVE YOU TOO <3.
Wenhui, LOL. HI LAOPO <3.
Bel, LOL. I CAN MAKE A POST DEDICATION. And you'll be the first :B
Denise, <3 ;)
Jesslyn, ohgod. ==. Relink asap.
Carmen, THANKS STRUT :)
Nini, Thanks :)
Natalie, -takes a deep breath- NAT NAT NAT NAT NAT NAT NAT NAT. Bwaahahahaa

Posted @ private blog. I'm still not feeling okay :/. Not ready either. Please don't come on tuesday! PLEASEE. Ohgosh. :(. I've stated who in my private blog.

I hate that bastard. Don't come already please. Don't remind Brain of what you did to her. She's mentally scarred for life cause of you. And let me tell you (insert's name here),

YOU ACT CUTE.
YOU PRETEND.
YOU FLIRT.
YOU ARE DESPERATE.
YOU LOVE ATTENTION TO YOURSELF
YOU LOVE SYMPATHY.

There. Don't bother Brain anymore please. Cause then, if I snapped, I won't hesitate to kick your balls and make sure your genitals are IMPOSSIBLE TO USE. Hmpf.

Replies
Wanting, thanks :)
Denise, thanks brainny :D. Love you too <3.
Amelia, hi dear :)
Zhiling, thanks ;D
Wenhui, I LINK LIAO. You want me to link huh? Dead blog, link no use ;x.
Jacintha, WHAT. Sua, don't come my house liao ): .
RRYRRY, MUMMY <3.
Natalie, THANKS <3.
Peizi, THANKS <3 :)
Weiling, thanks :D.
May, NOT HIGH LORH. Its average yo! :D

ALL OF BEL'S TAGS HAVE BEEN REPLIED TO HER BLOG.

Hey darlingz :D. I left art paper to go thru. I'm not done with my prep work, done only 1 page. Yeetheng is doing paper 2 for me, and paper 3 I'm gonna do it on that day man. I don't give a damn. :( Peanuts and peanuts and more peanuts, seriously. My eyes are gonna look like peanuts soon man. Tsk.

Anyways, :)
Yeetheng just left my place, I've been a bad host :/. Jeez. My brain is still processing like crap, I can't accept it. I'm still not ready. :(

I'm dying young this year, or rather. Tuesday.

Charmaine and Jacintha are at my place! Like crazy kids we are.

Screw art's prep work. Triple screw home economics ): . I don't understand why we must totally learn the theory of cooking. Like seriously, with modern technology, we can hire maids thru the phone to get them to cook for us. But then again, personally cooking for someone special is good. Hah, contradicting, no? :D.

I'm not ready for tuesday. My heart's unprepared. Damn fuck. Urgh! :(

Posted @ private blog. I don't feel good. :/

Hi. Welcome to plast-icheartz. Do you have a plastic heart? Oh, newwwwws flash! Mine has changed to a fra-.

Right, heh :B. Too high :D. But then again, when am I not right? Right?! :D

Just finished showering. I smell awesome! Okay. So yeah, after papers. Went to changed to PE, unpin my fringe. And off to tampines mart me and May go (or went)! Walked like a long distance to mac, totally should have taken 28! Tsk. So then, met with Chanel and Annabel. Missed them tonnes. But felt really weird cause they were with their steads and there was a hell lot of people. Same school too! May and I felt kinda extra, so left to find Tyrone, Brandon, Sean and Weekai (?) I'm not sure I spelled it right! Watched them play at the exercise ground :D. Saw 2 kittens which were really adorable. I wanted to bring one of them home :/. Or pass it to my neighbour or something. Jeez, then to mac to study though Sean didn't go. I was really studying cause was actually giggling, laughing, munching on free fries my way through. Was acting smart :B. May also! :D. Heh, :). Anyways, wasn't really high today. ):

Weiling, HAHA. Thanks dear <3.
Weilin, HAPPY DAUGHTERS DAY!
Alethea, :)
Wenhui, jealous ): .
Charmaine, thanks :D.
Peizi, WHAT. Didn't you see my "<3" behind? ):
Weiyee, YES MR TANNN~? :3333
Zhiling, hohoh! :3.
Cass, uhhhh. Give me your email.
Bel, NOTHING ABOUT YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN NORMAL :3. LOL xD. My chinese cmi ):

Ahh, I'm back.

Think my results are gonna be bad cause I never studied at all despite the fact I'm home. I pratically, gamed the way thru. Games are so addictive :(.

Shall try and pay attention my science now.

I'm backxcsv, guess what?! I seriously delay time.

Friday night, I wanted to do homework, but I thought, tomorrow. Saturday, I thought about another tomorrow! Sunday, I remembered the next day was a HOLIDAY. So I said tomorrow. And Monday morning, I woke up @ 730 just for. Gaming ==. Like seriously. So then, gave up and tried to do work, but seriously couldn't take it. Must be tiredness or something.

English paper 2 tomorrow. I don't think there is anything to study for. Right?! Its comprehension and summary! Only skills :B. Friday, literature. Thursday, history. What the fuckzxcv. Urghz :(. MUST MEMORISE :(. Brain's gonna explode any moment nowzxcvs

Mia for awhile, real lazy to post ): .

I want my puppy :@
I want good grades :@
I want that to happy :@
I want happy people to be around me :@

:)

Its 12.27am in the morning, I'm still awake.

I wonder sometimes, what do I actually mean to you? Everything about you. From your face to your messages I keep smiling to myself. But sometimes, I'm wonder. Do you smile when you see me from afar? Do you smile when I talk to you on the phone? Do you replay pictures of me in your head? Do you smile when you see my message? Does your heart skip a beat when you received a missed call from me? Cuz' I know, I do.

I told myself, I'll give you up. But moments later, when your message comes in, I'll catch myself smiling to myself. Then when someone tells me, I'll giggle to myself. I get jealous when I check your Facebook profile and see comments that were not made by me. Sometimes I wonder.. Do I mean to you as much as you mean to me? Am I important or just an insignificant existence? I'm tired. Tired of waiting for those messages. Tired of waiting for that pop up conversation. Tired of waiting for that phone to ring. But, despite the fact I'm tired, I can't help it. I'm still gonna wait.

I wished you knew.

Just woke up from an afternoon nap. Excluding the hot weather, and itching from filthy bloodsuckers, I think it was fine. The best part of the sleep is that, I had this dream that my mum called me and wanted me to pass to phone to my bro, so in my dream, I picked it up, and I woke up from my dream and, I stood up ready to pass to phone, but I just fell back into sleep.

Sat, Sunday, Monday! Perfect. Long. Holiday :)

Why must we pin our FRINGE up. Like seriously, I don't see how pining fringes up = good image. In the end, our attitude and words we cussed outside of the school compound destroys it -.-''. Like seriously, have they not thought about it? Jeez.