Okayyyyy, totally considering a tumblr, sincee. -whispers- blogger is getting boring. SOOOOO, Ohwell. :(

They say, if you can define love. It means you've never been in love before.

Haven't been updating muchhhhh. Life pretty much titled "stress". Ahh, damn. I'm gonna ask Peach. :(

The Chosen One vs. The Stupid One

> Bella whines because her parents are divorced.
> Harry has never even met his parents because they were murdered when he was one.

> Bella whines because there’s only one bathroom in Charlie’s house and it’s always raining.
> Harry slept in a cupboard under the stairs for ten years, raised by his inhuman aunt and uncle and treated like a personal punching bag by his cousin, but he never complained.

> Bella was introduced to this amazing group of friends who care about her and try to make her laugh, but no, they’re not important, because she chose the pedophilic vampire who stalks her and wants to eat her.
> Harry had the entire Wizarding World against him (excluding his friends) when he claimed that the Dark Lord has returned, and he had a 100,000 Galleon price on his head when he and his friends were on the run to save the world, not to mention the fact that the darkest wizard of all time has been hunting him down practically since he was born, but he keeps fighting.

> Bella whines because her boyfriend dumped her for her own good and mopes for no less than five months, not caring that her friends and father were worried as hell about her, before finally deciding to throw herself off a cliff.
> Harry is tortured because everyone he ever loved, trusted, or cared about, ends up dying, but he never moped around; he moved forward.

> When Harry looked into the Mirror of Erised, he saw his family standing beside him.
> If Bella looks into the Mirror of Erised, she would probably see herself making more devil vampire babies with her boyfriend.

> Bella whines because she doesn’t want to get old and wants to screw herself up by turning into a vampire and living forever with her boyfriend.
> Harry savoured the last moments of his life as he walked towards his death to save everything/everyone he cared about, and practically the whole world.

HAHA. I ripped it off Atiqah's tumblr. I'm reading thru her 100 pages of tumblr, cause every single page is superb funny xD

Insignificant.

Am I too headstrong?

Man oh man, really tired of everything around me. Its like everything else is falling apart around me. I don't know what to do for every single situation. I feel like I'm gonna fall, but I know, no one would be there to catch me. Its like, everyone feels so far from me, not within distance. And how much I shout, no one will hear me. Omg, whats wrong with me. And my life now. Its crumbling. Urgh, I fucking hate my life now. I swear. Everything is going wrong. Everything.

People change, and they usually change to the people they said they'll never become.

Bloody stressed. So sick and tired of everything happening around me.
I never wanted this to happen, I fucking swear. But I keep getting shot down, like as if I wished for this to happen. Well, no. I don't. I have never meant to overtake, or whatever you call it. I just wanted to be normal, to fit in. To stay out of trouble, make friends. Not create trouble and lose friends. You care for her feelings, what about mine? She's sad, well fuckyea, I know she is. Aren't I too? Aren't I troubled too? Don't my bloody fucking feelings count? I have never wished for this to happen, and neither did she.

I don't know what to do. I'm locked in. I'm stressed. I'm frustrated. I'm upset. Urgh, this is totally like, FML x 1000000000. I feel so expected of. /:

Updated private blog. I'm so stressed out. I only wanted to fit in, be normal, have friends. Not to create trouble. Why is my life like this.

I wanna be a part of something I don't know.

I don't know what to do. Fahhhhh, stress. :( Pressure. Ahgag >:
I feel lost.

Technically, I should be sleeping since I've got the arts fest thingy tomorrow. Its just plain weird, o_____o! Okay, so then, swimming ALSO. Ahh, tired fuck. :(

Kinda gaggy today.

I hate liars. I hate backstabbers. I hate empty answers. I hate broken promises. I hate people who think they are all that. I hate love.

Heyyo. I'm back <: .

I hate so many things. :( Soooooo, anyways, things aren't really going well for me. Was kinda upset just now, but poured my entire heart to Weiyee. So yeah. I'm fine. I guess. I fell in love with May's yellow hairband. Lol, random :). Ahhhhhhhh, I'm dying :(. Ahhh, where are those I need. Ah fuck, I think I need everything. :l Ohyea, I fell in love with my background. <3

Can you believe it? I'm still awake. Wide awake. With the clock ticking, I seriously have my head blank. I always have thoughts. Jeez. I'm bored, aren't you? Where's smelly. Stupid woman, where is she. She's supposed to be thinking dirty thoughts with me on msn. But noooooo, she's not talking to me. Wth man.

Life kinda sucks now. With problems arising everyway. And sooner, I'm gonna snap cause my temper issues are here again. Friendship stuff. Relationship.. not so much ei? Band stuff, a whole chunk of stuff to think about. So many stuff to think, so little time to waste.

If you hold on too much, it'll snap cause of the tightness.
If you hold it loose, it'll fly cause of the freedom of space.
If you hold it just right, it'll be there, but for how long?

Unable to comprehend.

I come to my blog, I visit the tagboard. I see its dead. Fuck, no mood to post. But, AMAZING. I'm not giving up hope. YET.

Not in thatttttt upset. Now. Just there. Cried during band, just. Broke down I guess? Couldn't play it short. So yea.. OKAY. So then, after band, lunch with brainy. Bought a ring with her. :)

Money fly away -.-'. Like, seriously. And we're to pay 5 buckkkkkkks for band. :( Thats x2 money fly away. Plus I wanna buy this 1m pillow shitfuck. LOL, its damn cute. Its $17 - TRIPLE MONEY FLY AWAY. God. How long will I take to save up. THAT MUCH MONEY. I need donations. :l. I'm NOT bullshitting. I really need donations :l. THE DENISE LING NEEDS MONEY CHARITY DONATION. LOL, okay.

Fml. No one's reading this, I hate dead tagboards. :(

Don't hesitate.

I suppose there's everything else to. So many fragile things, if you don't hesitate, you won't know. One day, they'll break away.

So many things in my mind now. Its overflowing, its killing me. I'm not in the right state of mind. I still got band tomorrow. I wished I could just stop smiling. I mean like, c'mon. I'm not happy with life now. I wanna cry, frown. But I can't. Amazing huh. Fuck it, can't smiling muscles be converted to tears or something. Facial expressions are so hard to wear on to faces huh. So many thoughts going thru my mind. Urgh, I wished I could elaborate. I need brainy, but where is she? Gah. Think if something happens tomorrow. I'll breakdown.

Only person keeping the BOX over to the left. Is smelly, so sweet of her right?

Ohwhatever. Not in school, sick sickdeey sick. Head spins like a Merry go round at hyper speed. Urgh. Dying now, :(

Cough is getting from bad to worse. Think I'll lose my voice. Tagboard is fucking dead. No mood to post.

Okay. Guess I haven't been posting in awhile. Life has been awesome except for saturday's evening. Down with fever and cough. And now SWOLLEN EYES. Jeez.

:(

Ohwell. Try and post tomorrow kay darling? ;D